Here I go again...

Sometimes, there are things in life that no matter how much we want it and no matter how hard we try to have it... we just can't... and we don't know if we ever could...

"I know I've been here..."
"I know I've been here..."

These are the lines I keep telling myself... I know I have done this several times before but it seems like as if I'm not learning... Why? What seems to be the problem? Why can't I just make it? How can I get out of here? These are the lines I keep asking myself... And till now... I still can't find the answer. I hate the feeling of being on the same old spot over and over again... I'm not moving forward... I'm trapped... How can I move on??? The answers are yet to unfold... and I know that only I can give the answers to these questions... but how long? How long should I wait? I don't think I can stand any longer... I don't think I can wait anymore...

Can somebody please help me? Can somebody please tell me what to do? Can somebody please show me the right path? Tell me... Tell me please... Tell me now... because here I go again...