Crazy Weekend

It was a very crazy weekend… We started the day and everything was fine. We met at 10am, MRT Pasay Station… I was very excited because it was a week since we last met… Everything went well… Lunch at Greenwich MOA… Then roam around the mall to check out stuffs… We decided to watch a movie and went straight to the cinemas. We bought chips at the supermarket and had our movie together at 1pm. After the movie, we went around the mall again and we were giving out jokes that made each other laugh. It was around 4pm when I asked him if we could watch the fashion event that day but he refused and told me that we will be leaving the mall early so that we could be home early and rest. I told him “mauna ka na kaya umuwi…” and I meant that as a joke then I went straight to Human to check their stuff and to my surprise, he was gone. I tried calling his number but it seems that he turned his phones off. I was very worried and pissed at the same time because it was the first time I was left alone by someone. I waited for a reply and it was 5pm already. I went around hoping to find him but I didn’t. At last, around 5:30 I was able to get in touch with him. I asked him where he is and found out that he was riding the MRT already and that he was heading home. I was very mad asking him why he did that and was asking him to go back but he refused to. I decided to follow and we agreed that he’d wait for me at Gateway. It was past 6pm when I got to the place and saw him seating. I sat beside him without a word. We were both quiet and it felt very unusual. I decided to buy ice cream and gave it to him as a sign of my apology about what happened and I was surprised when he gave me a cow coin bank and said the words “sorry”… we both laughed and asked each other what happened and from that conversation we found out the real story. He thought that I was serious when I told him to go home. We both learned from this experience and agreed that it won’t happen again. We ended our day with a mass and had dinner together and everything went well again. It was indeed a very crazy weekend for both of us. =P

One Step At A Time...

It's funny how we often get excited with something new... be it a toy, a food, a friend, a neighbor, etc. Most of the time, we tend to jump into conclusion. We make ourselves believe that "this is it" and that we like it very much... but as time goes by... we would then realize the real worth of this newly found something. It's good if it turns out to be what we thought it was and if it turns out to be what we really expected it to be... but what if not? What are we going to do next? Are we just going to dump it like a trash? Are we just going to let it go like as if it was really never important to us... or are we going to take care of it the best way we can??? These are just some of the questions that we should ask ourselves...

I myself found someone new... someone really interesting... someone who was able to captivate my innermost persona... I'm happy that we are turning out to be what I was expecting it to be... I'm happy that each day just adds up excitement to how I feel towards this person and I hope that what we have right now would nurture and develop into something worth keeping...

Learning to take things one step at a time is really important... this would help us realize the real worth of the person... and proudly, I could say that I am in this process... I am learning to treasure every passing moment and I am learning to be patient towards the situation... I don't want to put pressure on this person simply because I am scared that I might just draw this person away... I don’t want this person to feel pressured as to how he would decide on things... I want this person to come up with a decision... a decision he truly feels... something that is from within...

So for now, I guess I’ll just enjoy every moment and every day with this person... I’ll try to fill it with moments we could both look back with a smile in the future... I will be taking things slowly but surely... one step at a time... =)

Is This It?

Just recently, I met someone… It’s funny how we seem to complement with each other. We almost have the same passion and bliss in life. An hour or two of non-stop conversation makes and ends our day. I find myself thinking of this person the very moment I open my eyes… up until the time I close my eyes and fall myself to sleep. Almost every minute of the day I think of this person… every single "tick of the clock"… and it only gets stronger each day. It might be too early to say and I don’t want to pre-empt things because I don’t want to burst the bubble… but then… I just hope that whatever is happening right now would grow more and would develop a stronger connection between the two of us. I also pray that the feeling is mutual because if that happens… then I could probably say and claim that I am one of the happiest person alive... :)

Here I go again...

Sometimes, there are things in life that no matter how much we want it and no matter how hard we try to have it... we just can't... and we don't know if we ever could...

"I know I've been here..."
"I know I've been here..."

These are the lines I keep telling myself... I know I have done this several times before but it seems like as if I'm not learning... Why? What seems to be the problem? Why can't I just make it? How can I get out of here? These are the lines I keep asking myself... And till now... I still can't find the answer. I hate the feeling of being on the same old spot over and over again... I'm not moving forward... I'm trapped... How can I move on??? The answers are yet to unfold... and I know that only I can give the answers to these questions... but how long? How long should I wait? I don't think I can stand any longer... I don't think I can wait anymore...

Can somebody please help me? Can somebody please tell me what to do? Can somebody please show me the right path? Tell me... Tell me please... Tell me now... because here I go again...

Looks can really be deceiving...

I was mesmerized as to how an angelic face can be someone really evil and dangerous inside (if I may say)... but I can't blame him for being such and I want to understand where he is coming from... I want to know him more but should make sure not to make myself fall for his traps... People may not understand what I'm talking about because of its generality but I hope and pray that somehow, how you see and treat life now would change... Not for me or for anyone else... but for yourself... and I want you to know that you are IMPORTANT and SPECIAL in your own way... =)

mOving fOrwArd

You might be wondering why the blog is entitled "mOving fOrwArd"???

Basically... each one has his or her own experiences in life... be it good or bad. I personally have a lot too! So... I thought of creating my own blog... where I could post my latest challenges and experiences in life. things that might help not just me but others as well.

This is entitled "mOving fOrwArd" simply because this is one of the things which people finds hard to do after a certain experience. Experiences which most of the time would pertain to those "not so good" one. So... I'll join them and will try to start moving forward... probably not now but hopefully soon. =)